Saturday, June 28, 2008

Pink skies.

Pretty right the cake. And sedap nak mampos.

THE BIG BOSS. Now the big ex-boss.

Bowling with minus one of The Tasty Bunch.


Machiam GQ model.
How can people not like cats you tell me!!!
Sunsets are another thing altogether.

I am a happy girl after eating Popeye's.

View from the other side.

I know I know, you want to slap us.

We love the camera, yes we do!

Ali : Please donate, we need your money!

TLS in action at Something Good. It was freaking hot luh.

Ada tokoh menjadi manusia batang.

Mizee, always the entertainer. Now he needs a loudhailer.

Sunrise, sunrise. It ain't everyday I get to see this.

We love shisha, yes we do.

Monkeys On A Train coming to movie theatres near you soon.
Syaf and Mon look like they know something Wan and Nurul don't. HAHA.


It's okay love. Everything's alright. Material things can always be replaced.

@ 9:48 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

I don't want to blog about my love life all the time.

But I'm thankful I even have one in the first place. A proper one, not those fly-by-night, good-for-nothing things. To think that five months ago, I was wavering on turning lesbian or remaining single for at least a year or two.

Okay I'm kidding on the lesbian part.

I love you Mizee.

@ 10:21 AM

Friday, June 20, 2008

Yesterday's BBQ was a blast. It was nice to see everybody all gathered together.
Neng, Dean and Fadzil tending the pit together. Nostalgia, anyone?

I wanted to stay, but I was half-dead by 3am and I had a massive headache. Blame it on the period. So five of us squeezed in Iskandar's car and off we went.

Okay, I've made up my mind. Motorbike license, here I come.

Wanton mee in the morning is bad for my stomach. I'm gona go release. Yeap. Melepas, orang cakap. Release ah. K bye!

PS. I love Mizee.

@ 10:43 PM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Oh, Januarisman.


Hehe. Don't worry Mizee, you're still my number one.

I went to school today! And it was actually remotely fun. See, school isn't so bad.

@ 11:43 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008

I'm having a headache. Headache from having too much to do in too little time. I managed to rush through my Creative Storytelling assignment (50 percent!!!), now I'm trying to get my gears running for Prepress.

These are the times I wish I could take your hand and run away. I wish I could lie down on an endless field and watch the clouds go by while I lay on your chest listening to your heartbeat. I wish I could sit on the beach with the waves lapping at our feet, looking into the soft black pools that are your eyes. You'd pick me up and flail me in the air and we'd laugh, a frozen moment where nothing else matters.

This boy got himself a haircut! Without telling me! Haha.

Another one leaving SBOF. Zahri, this very approachable fatherly guy has been promoted to the atas place and is leaving the ship. I will never, ever forget the morning/night me and Yana saw him dance on New Year! HAHAHAHA! That moment, we knew Zahri is a very special person. Yes, a very different approach compared to Dean, but is a great manager in his own right. Always has a smile on his face, never raises his voice to any of us but is definitely firm when he needs to be, is extremely patient and a gregarious sense of humour.

I'll miss him.

Well, gots to get ready for school (bleah). Turrah!

@ 11:14 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Yesterday marked four months. Dear, dear.

Minutes pass by so fast when I'm with you, what more days, what more months. And to think five months ago I made a vow not to commit myself anymore, for a long time. But that's in the past. You came along and helped me fall in love again. But with you, I know you're not just another passing cloud.

I guess four months might sound like nothing to some; our four months seem like a superbly long four months. Perhaps it's because of the many things we do, it's never the typical watch a date, have dinner kind of going out. Perhaps it's the many conversations we have, and I say converse, not exchange mushy fluff all the time. Perhaps it's the daily I love yous.

Stay with me
I know we're meant to be.



He fought off three guys who are each twice his size when they tried to abduct him.
YOU GO LAH! I witnessed it, such an amazing thing. But also bloody hilarious. Damn I should have taken a video.

OK bye.


@ 7:47 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

It's not that I don't want to attend class. It's just that I'm sick, I really am! And I don't want to go to class and spread the germs to my classmates!

Here I am, without voice, coughing like mad, feeling like crap and I receive an email from my careperson demanding to see me with a threat that if I don't go and see her, she will call my parents. She thinks I'm back to my play play freshie ways. I'm not that stupid okay.

If she thinks I don't care about school, I would have quit a long time ago. I wouldn't have bothered, I would have just given up. I could be living a carefree life right now. I'm bloody eighteen, I know what consequences are. I really regret failing those two modules. I admit, I was stupid. If she doesn't believe me, then fine!

And sometimes I have to skip school so I can work. If I don't work, I can't hand in stuff! And I'm making it a point to only work two weekdays, so I can still show my face in school. Why can't you people understand. Seriously. Is the school going to give me allowance? I don't think so.

Now who remembers Public Speaking?

I only absented myself two or three days, two of which I got myself an MC. By my standards (standards meaning the absents I usually get, which is alot) , that's really good.


@ 9:11 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Been sick the past two days. I hate being sick.

I'm feeling better now. Just left with a cough, after which I should be fine. My school work has been left untouched. Sometimes I seriously feel like quitting school. I hate being graded for doing what I like to do. I hate the whole chasing after grades thing. I find it so... bleargh.

Mizee's finally got himself a job. At Ducktours! So fun right. Being a tour guide. To stupid tourists. So fun la. Right at this very moment, he's going on all the rides. It's so weird, both our jobs involve us having to interact with tourists. Confirm got alot of stupid stories.

I'm okay if we don't get to see each other much, really.

I just finished watching this arty movie called "Cashback". I'm getting hooked on arty movies. I got exposed to quite alot of French movies when I was in secondary school, I guess that's where I got the interest from. After watching these movies I feel inspired, even vaguely but still inspired. Moved, maybe. There's just that certain je ne sais quoi about these movies, be it the British humour or French provocativeness, it just reels you in (pardon the pun).

I also realised that I do have quite a, I wouldn't say passion, I wouldn't say flair either, but a certain ability to write. I realised this when I was doing my Creative Storytelling assignment. It brought me back to the times when I wrote essays for English, and analysed blocks of text for Literature. Words came to me naturally, words to describe these images in my head. Words to let the reader form those images in his or her own way, through his or her own interpretation. I guess that's the edge that writing has over any form of media.


I'm craving for Japanese food. And Mizee's hugs. And tiramisu.

@ 11:20 PM

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Days go by and I know I will never get sick of seeing my dear's face. It seems like we've known each other forever.

I'm having a really bad sore throat. Gahh. And guess what's for lunch? Briyani! HAIYOH.

Okeh I got tagged by Shikin.

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
As long as it takes. CHEH.

2. What do you want to do now?
Take my throat out, rub some honey on it, and put it back nicely in.

3. What would you do when your dearest lose trust in you?
Kuch Nehi! In the first place, I wouldn't do anything that would make him lose trust in me.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Hmm. No, I don't hate my friends. At all.

5. Where do you wish to die?
On a beautiful beach somewhere in the Mediterranean.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yeah, I seen it I seen it!!!

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
Flip through magazines and be able to pick the stuff that I want, and have them appear before my eyes just like that. For free. Ahhhhhhhhh.

8. Your darkest secret.
I have a penis.

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Yes, hair suicide. Ding dong.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
Scream, "HELL YES BABY!"

11. BSB or NSYNC, and why?
BSB!!! No need for a reason.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
Feeling anxious, like I forgot to do something but I don't know what it is.

13. What is the stupidest question you've ever asked?
Really ah? -after hearing an incredulously unbelievable stupid shit story. I'm like that.

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
My throat getting better. I hate being sick.

15. The most important thing in your life.
Halls. I can't live without them.

16. Have you ever betrayed someone who is dearest to you?

17. Do you find life meaningless?
Wow what a philosophical question. Hmm. Trying to find meaning in life is not something you should pursue doggedly, instead I believe that when it's time for you to realise what you were born for, all meaning will eventually fall in place. After all, when there is life, there is always a purpose, a meaning, if you will. Yeah, right.

18. Who do you love the most?
Alah, must I choose?

19. The craziest thing(s) you ever did.
Take a stack of pamphlets from some stand, and give it out to random people in the middle of Marina Square at 11ish at night.

20. What's your greatest wish?
Have a studio of my own.

21. The sweetest thing you ever did for someone.
Probably plunge in and say "Yes" without doubts.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and replace it w your own. Tag 8 people, list 'em down at the end of the post.

My mother
My father
My brother
My brother
My brother
My cat (yes, she is family okay)
My cat's husband

To early times dear.

@ 10:19 PM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

It's always like this.

I sit down in front of the computer, having an intention to blog, but when I raise my fingers over the keyboard, my brain goes blank.

Why? Je ne sais pas.

I now have wireless in my house, which gives me no reason to leave my blog deserted and bleak. Thank you boyfriend.

Warming up to the Macbook is interesting. I was transferring my old photos from my old Acer laptop to the Mac, and I felt almost like the Acer was staring accusingly at me, like, "Yes, abandon me, chuck me aside just like that."

Yeah. Anyway.

Off to more Guitar Maniac. Challengers, anyone? Heh. Nights!

@ 10:06 AM


Okay, so I'm this girl right.

Who had big plans to change the world.
When I was young, I wanted to be either a zoologist, veterinarian or pilot.
I wanted to travel and help eradicate poverty.

And then when this girl grows up, she's all like, fack that!
She becomes guilty of things she never thought she'd have done.
She meets people of all shapes and sizes, some beautiful, some downright fugly.
Both inside and outside.
She becomes acquainted with some things called failure and commitment.
She realises love is as elusive as, perhaps, weight loss.

I let my inner demon out through my art.



green eyes on hot guys, red and purple shoes, pepper and cream puffs, lincoln park at midnight
sitting on carpark roofs talking nonsense, meaningful silences, chewy cookie bits in vanilla ice cream
chocolate icing, shopping till my legs give out, smiling at random people, thinking about stuff



panadol or whatever pills for that matter, retarded nails, losing my voice, being broke
bananas, my thighs and big ass, man boobs, seeing something i really like but discovering that it costs a bomb


levi's jeans, pimple cream, fake lashes, hair dye, a bigger paycheque, M&Ms
new specs, and possibly a hotass guy to sweep me off my feet



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