Monday, January 28, 2008

I'm sick ah. Damnit.

@ 6:26 PM

Friday, January 25, 2008

Shit I got warning email from school regarding my unexplained absences. That's it. I'm checking the postbox tomorrow.

My mind's a blank so I'll just post photos.

Okay, I realised I haven't resized my photos so these are all I'm posting for today.

@ 9:46 AM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

This nabehcibai block is coming to an end! Wow. That is fast.

Next block, 9 to 12pm Applied Illustration. Then 12 to 3pm History of Design Culture.
Confirm the only assignment is Journal, for the latter. Confirm one!

Here comes the best part: I can do weekday closings again!

I've been wanting to bring my Mum out one of these days. Bring her shopping, then bring to her to OF. Sit down, drink coffee, show her an integral part of my life. Bring her around Clarke Quay maybe. Get my Dad something, maybe a couple of polo tees or a new belt. I need my parents to know I still love them, even though they never see my face at home. I think I'll get my Dad a few self-help IT books. He loves that kind of shit.

After I was born, I had my parents to myself for three years. They took me out, they doted on me and devoted their time to me. My Dad brought me to his workplace, so did my Mum.


Anyway, yesterday's presentation went great! Fiq + presentation = Lots of talking cock

Gahh. I wanted to do a long post. The teevee's distracting me.

Goodnight dearies.

@ 8:27 AM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Here I am, at home when I'm supposed to be in school. I woke up relatively early today, ten thirty. That's early. I think my attendance for Typo is probably 20%, 30% if I'm lucky. Fiq, Fiq. Apa nak jadi dengan kau.


I have a presentation later, and I haven't prepared a single shit.

I've been thinking lot these days, alot more than I usually do.

I've also been cutting my hair shorter and shorter. But I told myself to stop it already ah.

I'm turning eighteen this year. In less than two months' time. It's amazing, the way I've changed, the things I've been through, the people I've met. Two years down the road, and I'll graduate (hopefully I don't have to repeat or whatever), then maybe I'll get to spend time doing things I want to do. After my diploma, I want to take a break from doings things I HAVE to do. Things like deadlines, rules, shit.

My dream, if I haven't told you, is to publish my own graphic novel. Yeh.

Hopefully by the time I'm twenty, I'll be pretty sure of what I want to do with my life and who I want to be. Because I'll no longer be a bloody teenager. I can't be angsty and confused anymore.

The next two years, I want to beat myself up as much as I can. I want to test my own capabilities, see how far I can go, and how much I can stretch myself. That should be fun.

Cheers darlings. Go find your own path okay.

@ 7:29 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

I managed to complete my assignment within two hours, due to a sudden rush of willpower and desperation. See, procrastinate some more! Tsk. Of course, the end result was nothing more than crap, and I can't say I am proud of myself for rushing a big assignment.

Today was the first day of work in four days. I could not stop working. Hahah so what's new? Even after I clocked out, I was still making drinks, until Nurul and Imah chased me out. Plus, I'm staying for closing today. When I end at ten. I was so clumsy, I flipped a quiche upside down, I spilled milk, foam and coffee. Today was a fun shift though, I laughed like nobody's business. When I came in, it was all guys (and they were gossiping in the backroom), then suddenly it was all girls. What is this? Segregation eh?

I am very cold!

We played catching in store just now, but for a while only. The pickup counter was the 'safe place', then suddenly the siren was the 'safe place'. I also discovered that the pineapple tarts are very nice. Really. Okay people, buy Starbucks Pineapple Tarts! For a limited period only, while stocks last. I don't want to reveal the price here because you will not buy after hearing how much it costs hahahah.

No, seriously. I lost count of how many I ate already.

Okay moving on.

To what, I don't know. So I'll end here.

Goodnight dears.

@ 8:19 AM

Monday, January 14, 2008

Back to school proper for me. Submission deadlines, three hour modules, non-stop assignments.

Weekends are devoted to work.

Of course it's tiring. I never said it wasn't. I don't like being a cranky bitch but I think it's normal to be a cranky bitch when you're tired, no?

School doesn't understand that I am not a morning person.

So my sincerestestest apologies for leaving the blog stagnating like this. It was never my intention to leave you people hanging. Hahs.

Goodnight dears.

@ 10:16 AM

Monday, January 07, 2008

I thought I was strong enough.

Seems like I thought wrong.

My head hurts.

@ 8:47 AM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

I am in school. I still cannot believe I am in school. *pinches myself

Yes, I am in school.

I woke up at 6 freaking 20 am today after ages of sleeping in happily. This term, I am not going to slack! I hope. Heehee.

Anyway, New Year's Eve + New Year was a blast. I had crazy fun working at SB-OK. Yeap. Crazy indeed. Me and Yana clocked a grand total of plus minus 14 hours. FOURTEEN HOURS people. Non-stop. The slam was not too bad, but the slew of people at One Fullerton was madness.

Orang bertepek siol.

My voice was half there half not there, so I couldn't really talk that much, but I laughed a hell lot though. I did Frap first, then slid to Bar. Yana became the expediter. The customers were attacking her. Then she screamed at them. \m/

During the fireworks, Yana, Syaf and me ran out in our aprons, selit selit between the Banglas and stood next to the Merlion to watch.

I wonder, why can't people appreciate fireworks peacefully? There was this group of girls behind us who were shrieking like they were being raped, " OHMYGAWD SO PRETTY AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!"

And I swear, the crowd did a series of collective Ooohs and Aaaahs and Waaahhhhsss.
Damn funny ah!

There were drunk people everywhere, Banglas dancing, matrips doing what they always do (being eyesores and general public nuisances), random Ang Mohs shouting "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" and whatnot.

I think I was too tired to the point that I became hyper, and my hyperness lasted till 7am in the morning, which was way after all the revelry.

Anyway, I had a nice surprise that night. Thanks Mizee. Purple disco balls! Heh.

Pictures soon okay.

Typography and Layout looks to be a nice module. *clasps hands and prays hard
One, PhekGek is not teaching. Wahoo!
Two, the teacher that took over is a darling. He says 9.30 means on time, which means 9.40 is still considered okay. I'm like, I LOVE YOU CAN.
Plus, he's not going to harp on attendance! Unlike PhekGek!
And guess what, the lesson ended twenty minutes ago.

I'm still very very sore about the bloody six hour break that I'm having though. Nabeh.

I won't be able to do weekday closings anymore :(
I will miss OF lor! :(((((


Cheers. And Happy 2008.

@ 6:12 PM


Okay, so I'm this girl right.

Who had big plans to change the world.
When I was young, I wanted to be either a zoologist, veterinarian or pilot.
I wanted to travel and help eradicate poverty.

And then when this girl grows up, she's all like, fack that!
She becomes guilty of things she never thought she'd have done.
She meets people of all shapes and sizes, some beautiful, some downright fugly.
Both inside and outside.
She becomes acquainted with some things called failure and commitment.
She realises love is as elusive as, perhaps, weight loss.

I let my inner demon out through my art.



green eyes on hot guys, red and purple shoes, pepper and cream puffs, lincoln park at midnight
sitting on carpark roofs talking nonsense, meaningful silences, chewy cookie bits in vanilla ice cream
chocolate icing, shopping till my legs give out, smiling at random people, thinking about stuff



panadol or whatever pills for that matter, retarded nails, losing my voice, being broke
bananas, my thighs and big ass, man boobs, seeing something i really like but discovering that it costs a bomb


levi's jeans, pimple cream, fake lashes, hair dye, a bigger paycheque, M&Ms
new specs, and possibly a hotass guy to sweep me off my feet



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