Saturday, December 22, 2007

Fine Izzy, I'm blogging.

Ching! Stop it nehneh!

Aww thanks Lyla dear :)

I'm in a rather pensive mood actually now.
The kind of person I am is, somebody who likes to escape. I like running away, and I like to avoid, be it things, people or circumstances.

People say this isn't a good thing. Why don't I face whatever it is that I'm running away from? Why don't I resolve, or confront?

One, I hate confrontations. Two, I believe in karma.

So don't tell me to stop running away. I'm standing right here, it's just a matter of me looking away. No matter how much I want to escape, sometimes you can never get around to doing the things you like, or want to.

Isn't it amazing how fast time flies? It just whizzes by you, doesn't it?

Eight more days, and it's a brand new year.

I vowed to myself to stop it with the sleeping in. I've been sleeping late and waking up late. This is unhealthy. And think of the time I've wasted sleeping. And it's not even restful sleep, it's more like the lazybum kind of sleep, the kind where you just don't want to physically get out of the bed, so you just sleep the morning away.

I don't really want to talk about what has been going on in my life, because I'm still trying to figure things out.

Anyway. I miss SHIKIN, FADZIL, AND IMAH.

I met Shikin just now, so I'm happy. Even though it was for a short while. I miss our days out babe. Nyeh. Fuck all the plastic people, you got me! Double nyeh.

I've been working hard. So what's new. I am a workaholic, I confess I feel weird when I don't work. I don't see how people can just bum around at home (I think I've said this a million times haha), seriously! I think if you make me stay at home the whole day and do nothing, I will explode. I think the last time I stayed at home was when I injured my toe (yes, when that Daily Offerings Board fell on it). And that was ages ago okay.

I think school starts earlier than I think.

I think I think way too damn much larh!

Met my beloved cousin Atieq just now. I realised how much I miss her, because I haven't seen her in ages. She's the only cousin who knows what's going on in my life. Nice to see she got herself a good-looking, English-speaking boy. Hahas.

I've got The Kooks in my head and a dry feeling in my throat.
My hands are itching to continue drawing.

I scraped my leg and I didn't even know it. Well done Syafiqin.

Okay I'm off. Morning.

@ 9:33 AM

SYAF I AM

Okay, so I'm this girl right.

Who had big plans to change the world.
When I was young, I wanted to be either a zoologist, veterinarian or pilot.
I wanted to travel and help eradicate poverty.

And then when this girl grows up, she's all like, fack that!
She becomes guilty of things she never thought she'd have done.
She meets people of all shapes and sizes, some beautiful, some downright fugly.
Both inside and outside.
She becomes acquainted with some things called failure and commitment.
She realises love is as elusive as, perhaps, weight loss.

I let my inner demon out through my art.
Enjoy.

Y

SYAF LOVES

green eyes on hot guys, red and purple shoes, pepper and cream puffs, lincoln park at midnight
sitting on carpark roofs talking nonsense, meaningful silences, chewy cookie bits in vanilla ice cream
chocolate icing, shopping till my legs give out, smiling at random people, thinking about stuff

N

SYAF HATES

panadol or whatever pills for that matter, retarded nails, losing my voice, being broke
bananas, my thighs and big ass, man boobs, seeing something i really like but discovering that it costs a bomb


SYAF WANTS

levi's jeans, pimple cream, fake lashes, hair dye, a bigger paycheque, M&Ms
new specs, and possibly a hotass guy to sweep me off my feet

YOU SAY


THERE YOU GO.

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{} atiqah
{} sarah
{} syafs
{} azura
{} ilyana
{} nurul
{} syaf
{} jocelyn
{} laila
{} aiman
{} SBOFpirates!
{} friend
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