Sunday, September 23, 2007

Yesterday, a monstrosity of a tragedy maligned my right big toe.

Wah. Drama seh.

I was drawing on the Daily Offerings board in store (it is seriously very heavy) an hour before buka. Then when I was done with it, I carried it to the backroom so one of the guys can go put it up. Since it was very heavy, I had some difficulty putting it down onto the floor. Horrors, it slipped from my fingers and LANDED ON MY RIGHT FOOT OKAY.

Remember the chalkboard days in primary school? Okay, imagine a quarter of that chalkboard breaking off and falling on your foot as you stand unsuspectingly in front of it.

You know in teevee when something heavy falls on somebody's foot and he hops around in pain? And it's supposed to be funny?

WELL IT'S NOT. AT ALL.

Because that was exactly what I was doing, except I was screaming stuff that shouldn't be broadcasted on daytime teevee. I mean, at first it was all numb, then when the pain comes, you just start screaming. I didn't realise it, but tears were streaming down my face. Like, so TAK GLAM AH. Seriously.

Then I laughed it off and finally had dinner.

SAKIT GILER SEH. Now the poor toe is bruised and swollen. I tell you, the walk home felt like it lasted forever. No kidding. I felt damn vulnerable ah, like if somebody dragged me off somewhere I won't be able to fight back. Hahs.





And today I'm at home. And I'm bored and feeling emo. Why must this happen to me?

I look at my toe and think, What wrong have I done?

HAHAHAHA FIQ EMO SIA. Stop it to the moshpit seh.



Watched Silent Hill on DVD alone (pretty much, the brothers were preoccupied with the computer) and I am freaked out. It was freaking gory can! I like the cinematography though, like how the line between reality and gameworld was blurred. There were scenes which look like they came straight out of the game.

The zombies on fire weren't so bad, the cleaner was freaky, the dude with the big sword and what he did to the "Lies! Filth!" girl (he skinned her alive with one pull from the chest) was freaky, the nurses were freaky, everything was freaky lah!

But the policewoman was damn hot. Haha. Ahem. But what happened to her was sad.

The final part was the best, in all its gory glory. The barbed wire, the blood, the freaky kid. I mean, people were being torn apart and there were pieces of human flesh on the floor and she was prancing around. WTH? SICK AH. I find it interesting, barbed wire as a revenge weapon. I mean, she could have just burnt everyone in one big fireball, but no, she chose to pierce everybody with barbed wire to ensure maximum bloodshed and prolonged death. Awesome.

And how Silent Hill turns into permanent purgatory when darkness falls is just cool ah. In a grossly sadistic way. I tell you I screamed like mad when the cleaner came to life. Whatshisname? Oh yeah, Colin. Brrr.





Am still feeling slightly emo. Yes, because of the toe.

Oh wells. Guess that's it for now. Take care of your toes people.

@ 1:31 AM

SYAF I AM

Okay, so I'm this girl right.

Who had big plans to change the world.
When I was young, I wanted to be either a zoologist, veterinarian or pilot.
I wanted to travel and help eradicate poverty.

And then when this girl grows up, she's all like, fack that!
She becomes guilty of things she never thought she'd have done.
She meets people of all shapes and sizes, some beautiful, some downright fugly.
Both inside and outside.
She becomes acquainted with some things called failure and commitment.
She realises love is as elusive as, perhaps, weight loss.

I let my inner demon out through my art.
Enjoy.

Y

SYAF LOVES

green eyes on hot guys, red and purple shoes, pepper and cream puffs, lincoln park at midnight
sitting on carpark roofs talking nonsense, meaningful silences, chewy cookie bits in vanilla ice cream
chocolate icing, shopping till my legs give out, smiling at random people, thinking about stuff

N

SYAF HATES

panadol or whatever pills for that matter, retarded nails, losing my voice, being broke
bananas, my thighs and big ass, man boobs, seeing something i really like but discovering that it costs a bomb


SYAF WANTS

levi's jeans, pimple cream, fake lashes, hair dye, a bigger paycheque, M&Ms
new specs, and possibly a hotass guy to sweep me off my feet

YOU SAY


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