Sunday, September 23, 2007

The toe's feeling slightly better. Therefore I shall not emo today. I shall watch Whose Line Is It Anyway vids on YouTube! Yeayness!

Didn't sleep yesterday. Spent the night laughing instead. Which explains my slightly desperate wide-awakeness today.



No, he hasn't called in three nights. It's okay. I'm used to it. Shrugging it off is probably the easiest and least painful thing to do. I hate not caring ( I mean, what if something happened to him and I don't know? ), but caring is exactly the damn thing that hurts.

So it's back to the drawing board for now. Back to the stupid, Uh hi I'd really like to get to know you moments. Hahs.

Do I sound bitter? I don't know.



Oh wells. That's our favourite phrase by the way.





STOP BEING EMO BITCH. I swear I'll bitchsmack myself. Geez.

SYAFIQ I AM NOT A SOFTIE.


. . .


I've been meaning to take home a Venti cup of bar mocha to bake brownies with, but looking at my toe (looks down at said pathetic toe), NAHH. But no worries, I'm still baking brownies for store outing on Wednesday. Like, lots of them.

I have yet to bake white chocolate brownies. With oreo cookie chunks. FUYOOOO.

Okay stop. Fasting month. Stop stop stop.






6 more hours. Okay can. Cheers.

@ 9:33 PM

SYAF I AM

Okay, so I'm this girl right.

Who had big plans to change the world.
When I was young, I wanted to be either a zoologist, veterinarian or pilot.
I wanted to travel and help eradicate poverty.

And then when this girl grows up, she's all like, fack that!
She becomes guilty of things she never thought she'd have done.
She meets people of all shapes and sizes, some beautiful, some downright fugly.
Both inside and outside.
She becomes acquainted with some things called failure and commitment.
She realises love is as elusive as, perhaps, weight loss.

I let my inner demon out through my art.
Enjoy.

Y

SYAF LOVES

green eyes on hot guys, red and purple shoes, pepper and cream puffs, lincoln park at midnight
sitting on carpark roofs talking nonsense, meaningful silences, chewy cookie bits in vanilla ice cream
chocolate icing, shopping till my legs give out, smiling at random people, thinking about stuff

N

SYAF HATES

panadol or whatever pills for that matter, retarded nails, losing my voice, being broke
bananas, my thighs and big ass, man boobs, seeing something i really like but discovering that it costs a bomb


SYAF WANTS

levi's jeans, pimple cream, fake lashes, hair dye, a bigger paycheque, M&Ms
new specs, and possibly a hotass guy to sweep me off my feet

YOU SAY


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