Monday, June 25, 2007

Today did not get off to a good start. I had a nightmare in which I was working, and I had ten angry customers scolding me because I basically kept screwing up. Scary.

Then I got pissed off, not at anybody in particular, but because when I woke up this morning, the roast chicken sandwich and monster cookie I brought home from closing yesterday and which I was SO SO SO looking forward to devouring WERE FREAKING GONE. Why? The other children took it because my mum happily let them do so. LIKE WTF man.

For once I get these two items marked out and I wake up to find them GONE!!! Do you know how frustrating that is??? I made abit of noise and you know what my mum said? "Next time don't bring home lah." Bring home wrong, never bring home also wrong. My god. I really should take her advice. Next time I won't be so kind as to lug home treats for the whole family, but only for myself. See, this is the damn reason why it's so difficult to be nice. She could have asked me right, which ones I want for myself, and let the kids take the rest, but NOOOOO.

And the brothers also, never spare a thought for me. I bring home stuff for them, and they can actually ask me, "Oreo cheesecake don't have ah? This one don't have ah? That one don't have ah? Eh I want that I want this! " MY GOD LAH. ORANG DAH BAWAK BALIK CEKIK JE LAH SAMDOL.

So yes, this is it. I shall only bring home things for myself, no matter how mean that may sound.

But obviously eventually I will start bringing more home because I cannot stand seeing food being thrown away, so I'd rather bring them home and give them to ingrates.

Sigh.



I was so pissed I actually got a headache. Haha.

Anyway, I haven't been getting enough sleep for the past few days.
Production Crew camp was fun as hell.
Rock for Wayne was fucking awesome.
Work the morning after was quite alright because Boss was in a good mood.

So it's all good.

Well, except for this morning anyway. Already smsed my mum to keep the remaining food for me, and she hasn't replied so yeah. *takes deep breath*

Shall elaborate on the abovementioned events later since I'm in school now. Ta!

@ 8:16 PM

SYAF I AM

Okay, so I'm this girl right.

Who had big plans to change the world.
When I was young, I wanted to be either a zoologist, veterinarian or pilot.
I wanted to travel and help eradicate poverty.

And then when this girl grows up, she's all like, fack that!
She becomes guilty of things she never thought she'd have done.
She meets people of all shapes and sizes, some beautiful, some downright fugly.
Both inside and outside.
She becomes acquainted with some things called failure and commitment.
She realises love is as elusive as, perhaps, weight loss.

I let my inner demon out through my art.
Enjoy.

Y

SYAF LOVES

green eyes on hot guys, red and purple shoes, pepper and cream puffs, lincoln park at midnight
sitting on carpark roofs talking nonsense, meaningful silences, chewy cookie bits in vanilla ice cream
chocolate icing, shopping till my legs give out, smiling at random people, thinking about stuff

N

SYAF HATES

panadol or whatever pills for that matter, retarded nails, losing my voice, being broke
bananas, my thighs and big ass, man boobs, seeing something i really like but discovering that it costs a bomb


SYAF WANTS

levi's jeans, pimple cream, fake lashes, hair dye, a bigger paycheque, M&Ms
new specs, and possibly a hotass guy to sweep me off my feet

YOU SAY


THERE YOU GO.

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{} syaf
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{} aiman
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