Sunday, February 04, 2007

I'm feeling slightly under the weather today. My nose is half-blocked and my throat's itchy. And I have to work night shift today. Crap.

Oy, I managed to swallow pills! Twice!

You know how I don't do pills right. Because of motherlovin Panadol. It got stuck in my throat and dissolved the first time I tried it and it was so nasty I almost fainted, thus leaving a psychological scar in my young impressionable mind.

From then on, any pills I got, it'll be the toilet who does the swallowing.

But yesterday my cold was so bad I actually went Ah eff this. Besides, the pills didn't look as menacing as Panadol. They were tiny and a nice pale yellow. So I followed ( I can't really remember who but I think it's Husna) Husna's advice to hold alot of water in my mouth, pop the pill in (so you can't really feel it in your mouth) and swallow! Worked wonders.

But the pills didn't really work and I'm still having a cold today. NB.

Fantastic, it looks like it's going to rain. If it does, I'm just going to take out my contacts, jump in my bed, wrap myself up and knock off. Sounds so nice.

BUT I can't do that because my customer's coming today to measure her nails and whatnot.

Eh what the hell man. I can't believe results are so freakin near. My mum didn't know until yesterday. She thought the results were coming out end of the month. I'm like, NO MA. It's this FRIDAY! And she was like, OH REALLY?? I didn't know hehehe.

I feel so out of touch. Perhaps it's the fact that I haven't been to an educational institute (other than TP, but that was solely for a social purpose), I haven't even mentioned the word 'school' in a long time, I haven't laid eyes on my pinafore as it's in my wardrobe collecting dust and my textbooks are probably rotting away, along with everything the teachers have crammed into my brain for the past ten years.

Also, most of my friends are in JC now, slaving their lives away over subjects I've never heard of, waking up at ungodly hours, running rounds for PE..

Hey, suddenly I don't feel so bad.

Okay, before you come strangle me, please remember, I too am slaving away earning money (which goes to the ultimate bitch that is adult fare), with payday nowhere in sight, and I have to work night shift today and I am SICK.

Okay, I'm off to get ready for work. Ta!

PS: A reason why I like night shift. Many many eye candy! Mwahahaha.

@ 9:11 PM

SYAF I AM

Okay, so I'm this girl right.

Who had big plans to change the world.
When I was young, I wanted to be either a zoologist, veterinarian or pilot.
I wanted to travel and help eradicate poverty.

And then when this girl grows up, she's all like, fack that!
She becomes guilty of things she never thought she'd have done.
She meets people of all shapes and sizes, some beautiful, some downright fugly.
Both inside and outside.
She becomes acquainted with some things called failure and commitment.
She realises love is as elusive as, perhaps, weight loss.

I let my inner demon out through my art.
Enjoy.

Y

SYAF LOVES

green eyes on hot guys, red and purple shoes, pepper and cream puffs, lincoln park at midnight
sitting on carpark roofs talking nonsense, meaningful silences, chewy cookie bits in vanilla ice cream
chocolate icing, shopping till my legs give out, smiling at random people, thinking about stuff

N

SYAF HATES

panadol or whatever pills for that matter, retarded nails, losing my voice, being broke
bananas, my thighs and big ass, man boobs, seeing something i really like but discovering that it costs a bomb


SYAF WANTS

levi's jeans, pimple cream, fake lashes, hair dye, a bigger paycheque, M&Ms
new specs, and possibly a hotass guy to sweep me off my feet

YOU SAY


THERE YOU GO.

{♥} shikin
{♥} atiqah
{♥} sarah
{♥} syafs
{♥} azura
{♥} ilyana
{♥} nurul
{♥} syaf
{♥} jocelyn
{♥} laila
{♥} aiman
{♥} SBOFpirates!
{♥} friend
{♥} friend

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