Friday, January 05, 2007

syafs : Obviously the fry wasn't enough. Maybe the son repented and finally hired somebody. Maybe the son died! Woot! Gosh I'm so mean. Okay no, the son didn't die. He repented. And yeah, I miss you too.

nas : I already have THANK GAWD! I knew my parents were human and have hearts. Awww.

lny: Yahlah stupid island. We should ask for our three dollar admission fee back.

Speaking of Sentosa admission fees, I was wondering. Is it really mandatory to pay? I mean, we pay right, and then we get tickets right, and then we have to go through this fare gate right? What if we arrive, and we just get somebody from inside to fetch us by car or something? D'oh!

Unless, of course, you don't have somebody from inside to fetch you. And that somebody would have to pay. But you wouldn't. Ahhh.

It feels so weird not going back to school. Of course, I love rubbing it in school-goers' faces.

OMG! I just realised I haven't done my 2006 reflections! LOl I haven't even thought of reflecting you know? I mean, reflections are so overrated, duh!

Okay not. Sorry. I know how meaningful reflections can be to certain people. Maybe because they've had victories and many happy moments, and they want to, well, relive the bliss. Or maybe they've had tragedies and losses, and they want to hopefully, move on.

As for me, no tragedies, but I've learnt so many things. I've learnt to look at the bigger picture, rather than nitpick and narrow down my point of view because I've learnt that if I keep focusing on small, trivial things in life, I'm going to have to live with a handicap, which I've sadly imposed on myself.

I've learnt to rely on myself, rather than look to others for help if I'm facing the slightest difficulty. What do they call it? Independence? Yeah. maybe that's it. I've gained a bit of independence, not totally, but just enough to get me of my lazy ass and do something about my life.

Hmm. I should really reflect and write out a proper reflection. Sometimes it's better to have something tangible to open up and read after many years. I mean, what if Blogger crashes? The horror!

Ta!

@ 3:54 AM

SYAF I AM

Okay, so I'm this girl right.

Who had big plans to change the world.
When I was young, I wanted to be either a zoologist, veterinarian or pilot.
I wanted to travel and help eradicate poverty.

And then when this girl grows up, she's all like, fack that!
She becomes guilty of things she never thought she'd have done.
She meets people of all shapes and sizes, some beautiful, some downright fugly.
Both inside and outside.
She becomes acquainted with some things called failure and commitment.
She realises love is as elusive as, perhaps, weight loss.

I let my inner demon out through my art.
Enjoy.

Y

SYAF LOVES

green eyes on hot guys, red and purple shoes, pepper and cream puffs, lincoln park at midnight
sitting on carpark roofs talking nonsense, meaningful silences, chewy cookie bits in vanilla ice cream
chocolate icing, shopping till my legs give out, smiling at random people, thinking about stuff

N

SYAF HATES

panadol or whatever pills for that matter, retarded nails, losing my voice, being broke
bananas, my thighs and big ass, man boobs, seeing something i really like but discovering that it costs a bomb


SYAF WANTS

levi's jeans, pimple cream, fake lashes, hair dye, a bigger paycheque, M&Ms
new specs, and possibly a hotass guy to sweep me off my feet

YOU SAY


THERE YOU GO.

{♥} shikin
{♥} atiqah
{♥} sarah
{♥} syafs
{♥} azura
{♥} ilyana
{♥} nurul
{♥} syaf
{♥} jocelyn
{♥} laila
{♥} aiman
{♥} SBOFpirates!
{♥} friend
{♥} friend

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