Thursday, June 22, 2006

The computer refused to switch on for two whole weeks and mercilessly left me to the pile of homework threatening to turn me into a zombie. Now it's back! Yeay!

Seriously I feel like I've been doing so much homework yet I'm nowhere near finishing. Sobs. Yesterday night my brain had cramps. Seriously. I just couldn't do anymore chem or physics or math. I've been neglecting English and Lit essays because of those three subjects and my brain is tired. So i slept the earliest I ever have during the holidays. I fell asleep slightly after midnight.

Yesterday night was.. twisted. I felt very unsettled, abit high, and partly emo. Kwakwakwa.

It's weird and very disturbing to find out how someone you've known and considered a fairly good friend for four years turns out to be nothing more than a piece of shit.

Also, it's difficult to ensure who you can really trust. When you hear a story about someone, and it's not really positive, would you go to that person and ask if it's true? Or would you let that story taint your perception of that person? Obviously perception is a choice, but sometimes, choices are influenced, and not in the right way. I'm not talking about the person who hears, I'm talking about the person who tells.

Wah, so cryptic sia.

But this chain of events is so deja vu to me. I'm sorry you have to go through all this hon, and always remember I'm here if you need me, fo shizzle!

Watched Scary Movie 4... and laughed my arse out.

It is damn funny, albeit a bit OTT on the jokes, but hitting the spot, as Scary Movie always does. We missed a fraction of the opening, which parodies Saw. Other spoofs include Ju-On, Brokeback Mountain, The Village, Saw 2, War of the Worlds and so on. The Brokeback one was especially funny.

Actually the whole thing is funny. And you get to see the President of USA's naked butt! Hahaha.

Three words: Go watch it.

My dad knows how to play pool. I'm shocked. And he's good.

Just had two days of lessons. School's re-opening in a matter of days. And O-levels in a matter of months.

Bleahhh.

And the T-shirt man has no dark brown!! NOOOO!!! But he's got a nice shade of dark purple, which the boys don't want. Grrr. And black is so... black you know? I'm sick of black. maybe we should just go with grey. Hmms.

@ 10:07 PM

SYAF I AM

Okay, so I'm this girl right.

Who had big plans to change the world.
When I was young, I wanted to be either a zoologist, veterinarian or pilot.
I wanted to travel and help eradicate poverty.

And then when this girl grows up, she's all like, fack that!
She becomes guilty of things she never thought she'd have done.
She meets people of all shapes and sizes, some beautiful, some downright fugly.
Both inside and outside.
She becomes acquainted with some things called failure and commitment.
She realises love is as elusive as, perhaps, weight loss.

I let my inner demon out through my art.
Enjoy.

Y

SYAF LOVES

green eyes on hot guys, red and purple shoes, pepper and cream puffs, lincoln park at midnight
sitting on carpark roofs talking nonsense, meaningful silences, chewy cookie bits in vanilla ice cream
chocolate icing, shopping till my legs give out, smiling at random people, thinking about stuff

N

SYAF HATES

panadol or whatever pills for that matter, retarded nails, losing my voice, being broke
bananas, my thighs and big ass, man boobs, seeing something i really like but discovering that it costs a bomb


SYAF WANTS

levi's jeans, pimple cream, fake lashes, hair dye, a bigger paycheque, M&Ms
new specs, and possibly a hotass guy to sweep me off my feet

YOU SAY


THERE YOU GO.

{♥} shikin
{♥} atiqah
{♥} sarah
{♥} syafs
{♥} azura
{♥} ilyana
{♥} nurul
{♥} syaf
{♥} jocelyn
{♥} laila
{♥} aiman
{♥} SBOFpirates!
{♥} friend
{♥} friend

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